wish you well

Listening to you continuously calling out to me
A torn wound, calming my straining heart
In grief, can’t say love has no result
Mouth and lips, tightly locked up
Crying and not a word spoken
Afraid, it will implicate your life days and months
Regret nothing lacking(negative), only bad thing is having met you
Given you too much trouble(twists and turns)
*Would rather never have hugged, together with you until old [can go old]
Letting you come and go freely
In beneath my heart remains admiration
If you meet by chance, he is better than me
Only hope to stop from afar, wish you well and safe
Despite being able to tell you personally [really want to tell you personally].
Say, too much things I want to say
But I still only want to keep silent from saying goodbye
Just let me bleed, the sky and ocean wide so long as you are white like ice-snow