寂寞寂寞就好

還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦

對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯

早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱

就讓我一個人去 痛到 受不了 想到 快瘋掉

死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑

我就不相信我會 笨到 忘不了 賴著 不放掉

人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉

我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼

再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果

會有什麼 什麼都沒有

早點看破 才看得見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱

就讓我一個人去 痛到 受不了 想到 快瘋掉

死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑

我就不相信我會 笨到 忘不了 賴著 不放掉

人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

TSF-SD-JJ ♥

19102010. Out to Midvalley with the college mates. Had brunch at The Spaghetti Farm.

Carbonara is always my choice ♥♥♥

US ♥♥♥

Didnt really have time to shop because we gotta rush back to college for Malaysian Studies class. :(

but still i spent almost 100 bucks in just a few hours' time. ahhhhhh!

Back home in the evening. Out for dinner my parents and aunty&uncle @ Silver Dragon.

off day today! 20102010 ♥ date with my girlfriend, Simone! ;) Had lunch @ The Manhattan Fish Market. And we had ice-cream after that @ McD's :))

Twin Angels♥♥♥

the twin Angels are returning next Saturday!~ wheeeeeeeee, counting down to the day already.

i miss them, Angela Nauli Loy XinRu and Angelica Duma Loy XinRou♥♥♥

Back home during the weekend.

Class ended at 9-ish 2 days ago, which was on a Friday. Mom&Dad fetched me from college and we had breakfast at Jade Village in my college area at Taman Connaught. Had dim sum.

Headed home around 10.30 from there.

Around 1-2 something went for hairwash.

Outfit for the night.

Parents' friend's birthday dinner @ Regent's.

Ughhss, my fringe is kinda weird now, regretted for cutting it. But i'm lovin' my hair colour now, it's slowly fading which makes it more and more obvious now ;)

Sat night : Dinner @ Lucky Seafood, Kemayan Square.

Ramly Burger for supper, wheeee~ :P

Out to jusco just now to get some snacks, etc. to bring back to hostel.

And also to get a new printer to replace the old one because it has spoiled on thursday :(

Tonight gonna have salted egg crab for dinner. slurrrrppssss~

10.10.10♥♥♥

Holding Back The Tears

A picture that gets smeared in white

And my fragrance that seems to have faded away

All get concealed by the glaring cloud

My heart that has no words

Slowly starts to move my feelings

Those times that slipped through

Are in my hands

I’m holding back the tears

I walk trying to lessen the weight of my heart

To a place that is neither close nor far

Where a different me stands

I will not cry

I bring my two hands together again

To a place that will hear it

As I live though these unmemorable times

Though it seems stupid, we`re always together

The pain that I want to let go

Dries the tears that flows through my body

I’m living with my tears

I walk trying to lessen the weight of my heart

To a place that is neither close nor far

Where a different me stands

I will not cry

I’m holding back the tears

I run adding to the weight of my faith

To a place that is neither high nor low

Where a different me stands again

With a small smile I can laugh

你離開的時候沒有一句

沒有一句對不起 對不起是我太執迷

你離開的時候沒有一句

沒有一句話說清 說清楚離開的原因

也許他可靠 他實際 他不一樣

他能夠給你安全感 不只夢想

誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

沒關係 我們分了沒關係

這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣

沒福氣卻又愛上你

就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題

痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

你離開的時候沒有一句

沒有一句對不起 對不起是我太執迷

你離開的時候沒有一句

沒有一句話說清 說清楚你離開的原因

也許他可靠 他實際 他不一樣

他能夠給你安全感 不只夢想

誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

沒關係 我們分了沒關係

這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣

沒福氣卻又愛上你

就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題

痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係

愛情裡面總有一個比較傻 怪就怪我放不下 NO~~

痛苦給我幸福留給你和他 沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

沒關係 我們分了沒關係

這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣

沒福氣卻又愛上你

就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題

痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

When I Look At You

Everybody needs inspiration

Everybody needs a song

Beautiful melody, when the night's so long

Cause there is no guarantee

That this life is easy (Yeah)

When my world is falling apart

When there's no light to break up the dark

That's when I, I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I

Can't find my way home anymore

That's when I, I (I) look at you

When I look at you

I see forgiveness, I see the truth

You love me for who I am

Like the stars hold the moon

Right there where they belong and I know

I'm not alone (Yeah)

When my world is falling apart

When there's no light to break up the dark

That's when I, I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I

Can't find my way home anymore

That's when I, I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like a kaleidoscope colors that cover me

All I need every breath that I breathe

Don't you know you're beautiful (Yeah, yeah)

When the waves are flooding the shore and I

Can't find my way home anymore

That's when I, I (I) look at you

I look at you

Yeah, yeah

You appear just like a dream to me

Granny's Birthday ♥

celebrated granny's birthday yesterday @ Regents Restaurant.

Granny ♥

Five Prosperity.

Sharkfin's soup.

Steam + Deep-Fried Cod Fish.

Mix vegetables & Salad + Marmite Chicken Fillet.

Longetivity noodles.

Tiramisu cake ♥

Apricot & Longan Drink for dessert.

需要人陪

打開窗戶讓孤單透氣

這一間屋子 如此密閉

歡呼聲仍飄在空氣裡

像空無一人一樣華麗

我 漸漸失去知覺

就當做是種自我逃避

你 飛到天的邊緣

我也不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚

更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑

我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退

這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

閉上眼睛 就看不清

這雙人床 欠缺的 溫馨

誰能 陪我 直到天明

穿透這片 迷濛寂靜

我 漸漸失去知覺

就當做是種自我逃避

你 飛到天的邊緣

我已不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚

更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑

我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退

這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚

更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑

我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退

這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪