Wednesday, June 30, 2010

mixed feelings

im so tired nowwwww~
had 3 classes today. all 3 were lecture classes :$
slept at almost 1 and woke up at 6.45. the shouts of the football manias freaking woke me up at around 4 in the morning! =="

anyway, i hope the plan for having lunch tomorrow with simone, mandy and maybe elaine will be on tomorrow ;D anddddddd im going home soon, wheeeeeeeeeee~

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

愛上你

什麽 都不要懂 只想 繼續做夢
害怕 醒來以後 握不住你的手
是誰 太不成熟 沒體諒彼此感受
我不停尋找著理由 解釋分手

心好空 像沒溫度的 氣球
我的靈魂困在回憶中 動也不能動

愛上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
可是懷念 竟比失去 還要更難受
噢~愛讓我 想起你的時候 淚禁不住滑落
可惜 你永遠 都不會懂

什麽 都不要懂 只想 繼續做夢
害怕 醒來以後 握不住你的手
如果 同一秒鐘 你也 想起了我
心只要能微微顫抖 就已足夠

愛上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
可是懷念 竟比失去 還要更難受
噢~愛讓我 想起你的時候 淚禁不住滑落
或許 我永遠 都看不透

愛上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
傷心快樂 在回憶中 反復的交錯
噢~愛讓我 想起你的時候 淚禁不住滑落
可惜 你永遠 都不會懂

放心 我還會 好好的過

Thursday, June 24, 2010

PD ♥

sunrise on a beautiful Sunday ♥


♥♥♥ this pic :DD



spot the pink heart balloon ;D






♥♥♥ the wall ;D

with grandma ♥♥♥




red dress ♥ ;D




Wednesday, June 23, 2010

everything is now over. it thought it was a good beginning, but i think it has ended already, ended silently without a single word. ended without realization. however i do cherish those moments, THANKS!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

my updates here recently are all about the songs lyrics im currently in love with. sorry for that. i seriously ran out of idea of what i should blog about :( sadddddddd. im more active in fb :)

so yeahhh, it's my moral midterm tomorrow! ==" learning moral in english is seriously killing me softly! HATE it! and my cough is still not recovering yettt! damn! 2 more times till i finish the whole bottle of cough solution and yet im still coughing like a crazy woman! so that's all for tonight! im not too sure when will the next post be up. hopeeeeee is really soon. LOL xDD

Monday, June 21, 2010

直到你不找我

記得當時誰路過 秒針忽然停頓過
氣溫濕度曾驟變太多
記憶不停重疊過 你的表情提示過
愛的 可能是我

想法太亂 幻覺太多
疑慮很大 直到說不清楚
心算太慢 但仍然算錯
找對人 偏錯過

直到開始想喜歡我 直到終於不喜歡我
 直到碰上一個 逃避一個
 追不上 躲不過
 直到開始找不到我 直到終於不想找我
 直到你擦身過 才認得我
 彼此也在折磨 像當初

想法太亂 直覺對麼
疑慮很大 直到愛不清楚
當這世上 全懷疑我錯
總有人 相信我

Thursday, June 17, 2010

最初的夢想

如果驕傲沒被現實大海冷冷拍下
又怎會懂得要多努力才走得到遠方
如果夢想不曾墜落懸崖千鈞一髮
又怎會曉得執著的人擁有隱形翅膀

把眼淚種在心上 會開出勇敢的花
可以在疲憊的時光 閉上眼睛聞到一種芬芳

就像好好睡了一夜直到天亮
又能邊走著邊哼著歌用輕快的步伐

沮喪時總會明顯感到孤獨的重量
多渴望懂得的人給些溫暖借個肩膀
很高興一路上我們的默契那麼長
穿過風 又繞了彎 心還連著像往常一樣

最初的夢想緊握在手上
最想要去的地方 怎麼能在半路就返航
最初的夢想絕對會到達
實現了真的渴望 才能夠算到過了天堂

如果驕傲沒被現實大海冷冷拍下
又怎會懂得要多努力才走得到遠方
如果夢想不曾墜落懸崖千鈞一髮
又怎會曉得執著的人擁有隱形翅膀

把眼淚種在心上 會開出勇敢的花
可以在疲憊的時光 閉上眼睛聞到一種芬芳

就像好好睡了一夜直到天亮
又能邊走著邊哼著歌用輕快的步伐

沮喪時總會明顯感到孤獨的重量
多渴望懂得的人給些溫暖借個肩膀
很高興一路上我們的默契那麼長
穿過風 又繞了彎 心還連著像往常一樣

最初的夢想緊握在手上
最想要去的地方 怎麼能在半路就返航
最初的夢想絕對會到達
實現了真的渴望 才能夠算到過了天堂

最初的夢想絕對會到達
實現了真的渴望 才能夠算到過了天堂

我怀念的

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

Baby I'm So Sorry

I’M SO SORRY BABY
JUST GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE
ALL I HOPE IS THAT YOU UNDERSTAND, I
I WANT YOU BACK
HERE BY MY SIDE

i can’t forget and i keep calling
your name, but there’s no repsonse
i try to cover it and hide it, but it keeps coming up oh baby

once i get closer, you get further
even if you grab my two stretched hands
your disappear with white smoke
i call you in my dreams

Baby I’m so sorry please forgive me now
Baby I’m so sorry
my memories become blurry from tears
my love,
i want to keep all the good memories in my heart

Baby I’m so sorry i hope you’re happy
Baby I’m so sorry
as long as you can smile, i’m fine.
(EVERYDAY EVERY NIGHT
I WANNA HOLD U MA GIRL)

sometimes i wonder about what’s going on with you
i ask your friends about you
with a voice that sounds like i dont care

in your clear eyes
even if you have someone else in mind
as long as you keep that bright smile on your face
it’ll hurt, but i’ll be okay

Baby I’m so sorry please forgive me now
Baby I’m so sorry
my memories become blurry from my tears
my love
i want to keep all the good memories in my heart

Baby I’m so sorry i want you to be happy
Baby I’m so sorry
as long as you can smile, i’ll be happy
(EVERYDAY EVERY NIGHT
I WANNA HOLD U MA GIRL)

could i hold you one more time ye in my arms
come back to me i’ll wait for you
i wont ever let go of your hand again
I just wand a be with u baby
can u tell me please What should I do

i was such an unfortunate[nerdy/poor/weird] guy
i can’t express how much i hated it with words
instead of saying i love you, i said i’m sorry, i’m sorry
i keep saying that, 100 times, 1000 times
if you hear me out, i’ll let it all go
and kneel infront of you like this
Yo please comeback to me baby

there’s no way i could say i’d forget you
i only know you
even one picture with you
i can’t throw it away, and i just look at it
probably if it wasn’t you
loving some one again

even if i wanted to, i couldn’t
if it’s not you, it’s no one
please comeback here

Baby I’m so sorry please forgive me now
Baby I’m so sorry
my memories become blurry from my tears
my love

i want to keep all the good memories in my heart
Baby I’m so sorry i want you to be happy
Baby I’m so sorry
as long as you can smile, i’ll be happy
(EVERYDAY EVERY NIGHT
I WANNA HOLD U MA GIRL)


我知道

从来没想过
不能再和你牵手
委屈时候
没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说
我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由
我们都以接受

你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后
还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时
闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

曾经吻着幸福的梦
在 脑海里头
我多希望你 还在我左右

答应你 我会好好过
不让 这些眼泪白流

Didn't thought that
we cannot carry on holding hands
In times of grieve
you are no longer with me

That's because I was being complacent
Thought that you will understand
All along, i forgotten to tell you
how touched i was

I know you still love me
Although we both have accepted
the reason of our part

You know how sad i will be
That's why till the end,
you still cheered me on with a smile

I know you still can't let go of me
The reason why you left,
closing your eyes without turning back

But we both know deep in our hearts,
we never stop loving

Once kissing the blissful dreams,
it's still in my mind
How i wished you were still right here beside me

I promised you to live well
Not to let those tears be of waste

Monday, June 14, 2010

下一站,幸福

He left his pace at one of the carriage
The wind in the subway is heavier than the memories
The whole city has been waiting for me
There is still a feeling drifting

The only regret that i left for him was the day i broke up with him
i could not stop my bursting tears
if i could rewind the moment,i will not cry
i will let him know that i can be fine as well

i love him in the madly state
My dream that has been shattered but i won’t forget
Used to believe him that tomorrow will be the future
no matter how bad the circumstances are,i won’t wake up

i love him through all the hardships till despair
my heart has been deeply in hurt but never forget
we are no longer belong to this place
the place that has been heaven initially to the absurdity till the end

Even if there are regrets,what can i do about them?
Will i be recovered even if i have gone through the sadness,got hurt and understood it?
Used to rely on each other’s shoulders
and now we are wanderers in the translation

i love him in the madly state
My dream that has been shattered but i won’t forget
No escape, the deeper we love,the more we get hurt
The more we depend on each other,the more our minds are blank
How should i love?

i love him in the madly state
My dream that has been shattered but i won’t forget
Used to believe him that tomorrow will be the future
no matter how bad the circumstances are,i won’t wake up

i love him through all the hardships till despair
my heart has been deeply in hurt but never forget
we are no longer belong to this place
the place that has been heaven initially to the absurdity till the end

The only regret that i left for him was the day i broke up with him
i could not stop my bursting tears
if i could rewind the moment,i will not cry
i will let him know that i can be fine as well