Tuesday, September 30, 2008

moonlight resonance episode 28

Sa Yi has moved to another unit in the same block and as Tavia was getting the mail, she saw a postcard written to “Grandma Salina” (i.e Sa Yi) from her grandson who missed her, asking why he was abandoned etc. Confronting SaYi right away, SaYi took the postcard back and denied Kate having a son! When Moses and Kate returned, they declared that they were officially going out and Kate deliberately stirred up Tavia’s heart by acting ‘innocent’ because she couldn’t stand how fake Kate was. She confronted her about her having a son but no one believed her. SaYi and Kate denied it and said she had just sponsored the boy. Kate & Sa Yi also used the opportunity to make Tavia look bad, saying how she deliberately wanted something to accuse her because she was angry at her for ‘losing her passport’ and that she actually secretly had a crush on Moses! Tavia was so upset …

Tavia didn’t want to give up easily, and deliberately forges the identity of Kate’s child’s father, asking the orphanage for personal information. However, Susanna and Kate found out and deliberately forged a letter back to Tavia, setting up another trap for Tavia to fall into!! She made it seem like Tavia forged the letter from the orphanage etc to accuse Kate ><> Finally, Tavia wrote a letter back home..
HorMa, do you remember the last time I ran away from home? You said you were really angry, but at the same time really worried. You don’t have to worry about me, I’m fine. I can look after myself. Last night I walked back to the telephone booth. Last time I ran away form home I hid at that telephone booth. Back then I looked out from the booth and saw you all looking for me everywhere. Grandpa even cried. I’m only adopted, why do you all have to be so nice to me? I told myself I would never do anything to upset you anymore- But now I actually made a big mistake and hurt you so much. HorMa, I’m really scared. I don’t know what I can do to ask for your forgiveness. I’m writing this letter to everyone in hope to be honest and to admit all the mistakes I’ve done. I really hate Ga Mei; when I see her smiling I’d get really angry. I want to reveal her evil side in front of everyone. I made a lot of phone calls to the Orphanage because I want them to prove that GaMei really has a son, but at the end they still wouldn’t tell me. At the end, I ended up faking the boy’s father’s identity and wrote them a letter in hope they would send me information. I know doing his is really bad and illegal. Since I was small, you taught us to be honest. I feel very bad and guilty, I don’t know how to face you anymore. There’s actually one more thing I lied to you about. SaYi said I liked Ah Ka, I loudly yelled back at her that she was crazy…but I actually did fall in love with him. I don’t know when it started. I just know that facing problems with him, I’m really happy. I want him to succeed. That time when I found I could go Hawaii with him to work, I was so happy that i couldn’t fall asleep. But all because of GaMei’s appearance, everything is destroyed. HorMa, I’ve already been honest with you in everything. As for that fake letter, i really didn’t write it. I don’t know why there’s a letter like that. HorMa, can you forgive me once more? Really, just once more is enough.

moonlight resonance episode 30 & 31

When Raymond was there to look after and comfort Linda, she angrily yells at him, saying that’s she wants to be the third party and told him not to bother her again ..

Linda: Why don’t we settle everything today. Adding last night to the amount I already owe you, I’ll shout you dinner or I’ll buy you a very expensive present. I don’t need you to lend anymore time to me. I’ve already decided that, rather than three people suffering, I’d rather be the bad person for once. I remember when I was young I asked my mum ‘Why do you have to snatch HorMa’s things? Why do you have to hurt HorMa?’ Mum’s right, there’s no wrong in loving someone.

Raymond:You’re not like this. Yo So Chau isn’t like this.

Linda: I am! In a moment later I’m going to call Chi Sun (Bosco) and force him to break up with his girlfriend. If he’s not going to I will. Mum’s right. Fighting for love is like fighting in war. I don’t want to lose! I want to be the one who will win!

Raymond: Don’t say things like that, you’re not like that!

Linda: I am! I’m a selfish person, I’ve never told you that because I was scared that you won’t care about me and keep me company.

Raymond: I know you were unhappy last night, but you don’t have to say that kind of thing about yourself.

Linda: You don’t understand. To you, your world is only as small as the cake shop, you only know how to treat HorMa, Ah Heng and the others well.You don’t know what is love! If not, Teng Teng(Tracy) wouldn’t have broken up with you! Don’t bother me! I don’t want you in my way! I don’t need you to lend anymore time to me. You’ve mistaken! I’m not the victim here, I’m born to like to steal and snatch things. I am willing to be the third party! I don’t want to see you, don’t get in my way! Let go! Don’t make me hate you! I don’t want to see you!

Later, Linda writes an email to GoonGaJai (that she doesn’t send) expressing how she really feels.

Goon Ga Jai,

I’m actually very selfish and self-willed. If from the start after I found out he had a girlfriend, and didn’t again and again go to Nam Wah Island with him, if I can be more rational, and more determined, not answer his calls or see him, eyes don’t see, heart doesn’t think, I might have been able to put him down already. To you I am the same, if every time I was sad I didn’t go find you, you wouldn’t have to be like me now; liking someone so painfully. Last night at the bar, when you kept me company for 8 hours I was determined that I can’t go on being so selfish. I don’t deserve you to treat me so nice. I don’t want you to waste your time anymore. I actually don’t mean that you’re bothering me, I don’t want to keep bothering you. It’s now 2:52am. From this minute on, I’ve decided to separate from the two nicest guys in my life. From then on, Yu So Chau will be alone. I rather I suffer myself.

Raymond was so upset when Grandma found him. He couldn’t help but open up to Grandma and pour his eyes out with tears… He was so hurt!! Grandma got him to tell her who the one he liked was.. He knows that Linda was only saying those things because she didn’t want to bother him; but the fact was he wanted to.

[Email to Raymond]
Goon GaJai, I used to be so silly, asking you ‘if this’, ‘if that’ what would happen. In this world there is no such thing as “what if”. Some things are already predetermined. It’s fate that the big truck came by and that I didn’t run over to see you, and that I met Chi Sun (Bosco), and then becoming the third party. Now fate has arranged JiSun to break up with his girlfriend and now we are officially together. I don’t know what else is predetermined ahead, I only know that whatever sadness lies ahead, I won’t be alone. GoonGaJai, there’s no need to worry about me.

[Reply email to Linda (that he ended up deleting and not sending)]
Subject: I will never change
Ah Chau, that night you told me you don’t have those feelings for me anymore, and that there’s no way of finding it anymore. At that time, I really wanted to tell you those feelings have always been with me and will never change. YuSoChau, I really want you to know that no matter you’re a person or who you’re with, my promise to you will never change. As long as you’re unhappy, I really want to lend you all the time I have, until you’re happy again.

heart of greed [episode 29]

“Seung Joi Sum, up until today, we’ve dated for just about one and a half years. Even though one and a half is really short, but in my life it has left me the deepest impression. I will never forget the one and half years I’ve spent with you. I’m not asking for your forgiveness because I know I don’t have the right to. I just want to be honest with you. I know that being honest can’t make up for the hurt I’ve caused you but this is the only thing I can do.
Seung Joi Sum, do you remember the time we played beach volleyball, how you made me the crab for midnight snack and being with me tackling challenges. Every moment were really sweet. But I don’t know why, we’d always argue. Every time after we argued, I’d go back home, thinking back to your crying face and I’d say to myself “Alfred, why did you throw such a tantrum? Why can’t you let her have her way? Why can’t you care about her feelings?‘ But I don’t know why, the next time I’d see you, I’d do the same and we’d argue all over. Maybe I wanted you to understand me more. I really wanted to persuade you.
Do you still remember the time I lost in Court? I told you not to come and see me when I was in court, but at the end , you did and it made me really upset. At this time, I met another girl. Her personality is really different to yours. She never argued with me. She also didn’t mind that I had a girlfriend. When I’m with her, I don’t feel any pressure. I really enjoy this feeling, it feels really thrilling. I know I was playing with fire, but I didn’t want to give up on this feeling. People must experience it for themselves, before they how they really feel in the inside. That day, you suddenly took out the evidence/bill. I was really scared… I realised my hands couldn’t stop trembling. I’m scared I’d let you see, so I put my hands into my pocket. At that moment, I realised I was actually really scared of losing you, losing ‘Seung Joi Sum’. This would be my biggest regret in my life…and I can never make up for the injury I’ve caused.
Seung Joi Sum, I know that this had made you shed lots of tears. I really hate myself for always making you cry. Other than being honest, if there’s anything else that can do ..no matter what is it, I’m willing to do it.”

[the email from alfred(raymond) to sheung joi sum(linda) in heart of greed episode 29]


Talk to me
You speak with me
Don’t sink before you rise baby
Don’t fade away
You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away
Who’s to say, we’ll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don’t wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that we’ll never change
Look I bought your favourite ice cream
I don’t wanna see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we’re gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won’t forget
And now, who’s to say, we’ll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don’t wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that we’ll never change
look I bought your favorite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
I want you to stay here with me


yesterday was the first day of the "raya" holidays and i had 2 tuitions in a day..... 10-12, chemistry.....3.15-5.15, bm.....only about half of the class turned up for both the tuitions.
and today is the last day of the month of September ;)

Saturday, September 27, 2008

weddin dinner.

attented a wedding dinner with mommy & daddy.
parents' friend's daughter's wedding.

after make-up shot! ;)

when i was bored while waiting for the dishes........ =S

outside of the restaurant........*fresh air*

just came back from the dinner..... =)

Sunday, September 21, 2008

i hate you!

it seems that talking bad about people is your favourite, huh? everyone seems to be imperfect in your eyes. so you think that you're the most perfect one in this wholewide world! puh-leaaaaaassseee! NEVER! you're sucha jerk, for us! you have an attitude problem. mind your own business first before you mind about others. i'm telling this in my blog because I CARE! MY GIRLFRIENDS CARE! everyone is obesity for you, and you even called a skinny girl, FAT! ROFL! yeah, you're right! we're all obesity and we could step on you and you will be as flat as a pancake!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

translate ur name in japanese =)

A - ka B - tu C - mi D - te E - ku F - lu G - ji H - ri I - ki J - zu K - me L - ta M - rin N - to O - mo P - no Q - ke R - shi S - ari T - chi U - do V - ru W - mei X - na Y - fu Z - zi

Sunday, September 14, 2008



went out with mandy and simone today.

at f.o.s. when mandy was trying out a guy shirt. but the design was quite nice.

she bought the shirt. size s, of course...... xD LOL

went to sing "k" with mandy while waiting for simone to come xD

at momoe.....mandy went back ady cause she has to go out for dinner..

playin car-racing in arcade xD

best buds forever.

lunch at sushi king. simone's first and last time eating japanese food cause she hates it. LOL! xD

*something happened when mandy was playing basketball in the arcade and i was taking pictures of her playing. an unknown suddenly appeared and he started taking the balls and playing.mandy & i was shocked.we thought he was bryan at first.but NO! when mandy stopped, he was like "play la!" OMG! damn scary man! after that we quickly ran away and walked back after a while. he was standing near some of our school friends-kai qi,lai lu,swee ling & jessica.but he didn't play for them.mandy & i just ignored him and we went to sing "k".

Saturday, September 13, 2008

lunar calendar bday! =D

cindy's said this egg looked like an eyeball =P

today is my birthday according to the lunar calendar. =)

so grandma made some "red eggs" for me........

Friday, September 12, 2008

too high doing add maths in tuition (=

i was trying to write something and she was getting ready to erase it xD LOL!
mei sann & caroline ;)
michele ;)
elisha, mei ling & joyce xD

jasmine is concentrating.......shhhhhh...dun disturb! go jasmine! =P
see what happened? she was distracted by me and elaine! lol xD

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

a combined post.

6 th September 2008


happy sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet sixteeeeeeeeeen =DDDDD

7 th September 2008

i ate this mooncake-traditional lotus paste with single yolk. i kinda like it. it was quite nice. my uncle bought it from bread talk. =) so, yeah.

8 th September 2008

i got my backache again. so i was absent from school. but i still go for tuition. =S
then went to the hospital to see the specialist.
had an x-ray. but the doctor said it was nothin much.
maybe due to some muscle strain or somethin like that.
he said i've to do physiotherapy =O
and i've to stop tennis for quite sometime =((((( sorry, mandy!

9th September 2008


sweeeeeeet sixteeen girl =]]]]]

went out to jusco with mommy today. bought some stuffs at skinfood =)

10th September 2008

I would wish myself :


uh, well.....i'm officially sixteen today.finally! LOL =P
simone bought me a keychain and a pencil case. and some f*cking idiotic girl stole the keychain.
we were in the biology lab at that time. we had recess in between the double period. so we brought along our food and bottle to the bio lab so that we can get down the canteen faster.
i was down at the canteen with mei ling, mandy and kriyshy.
simone came down later and she told me that she went in our class and she saw that some of our bags were opened and my plastic bag with my presents was somehow opened up.
and the keychain was missing.
i quickly ran up the class and my bag was unzipped and the plastic was on the table, but i actually put it on the chair. i was like soooooooo mad. and i told simone to accompany me to see our class teacher. cause this's not the first time our class is being "robbed".
these "robbing"cases are like happening on wednesdays during our bio period. wth la.
my class teacher informed this to the discipline teacher but she said she couldnt take much actions cause it's only a keychain.
however, with the permission of one of the discipline teacher, me and all the prefects in my class conducted a spotcheck to the class next to our class cause we're suspicious but we couldn't find anything.
i know the teachers will be thinking whether i'm crazy to ask for conducting a spotcheck just to find for a keychain. it's a gift from my friend, okay? =S
i thought today's suppposed to be a good day but it seemed that something's going on not well.
stealers are losers!
anyway, thanks alot to my friends for remembering my birthday and thanks very much for the gifts and wishes. love ya'll! xD

Monday, September 8, 2008


收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠
這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手
放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠
遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠
這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手
放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠
放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

Sunday, September 7, 2008


昨天 你送我一個笑臉
今天 你經過了我身邊
每天 你這樣一舉一動
昨天 你多看了我一眼
今天 我有些心不在焉
那天 我才會有勇氣勇敢面對
暗戀 喜歡一個人好美
想像 你輕輕摟我的肩
走在 人擠人的街抓緊你的手甜蜜無限
暗戀 喜歡一個人好累
流淚 在數不盡的黑夜
想念 變成了習慣
如果 你不當我是朋友
可是 極大重要的角色
是否 我就可以佔有你每個笑容
暗戀 喜歡一個人好美
想像 你輕輕摟我的肩
走在 人擠人的街抓緊你的手甜蜜無限
暗戀 喜歡一個人好累
流淚 在數不盡的黑夜
想念 變成了習慣
想你一遍遍你卻好「喜歡一個人 真的好累」
遠暗戀 喜歡一個人好美
想像 你輕輕摟我的肩
走在 人擠人的街抓緊你的手甜蜜無限
暗戀 喜歡一個人好累
流淚 在數不盡的黑夜摟
想念 變成了習慣

Saturday, September 6, 2008

lily's sweet 16 in advance. =)

daddy, mommy & me =)

lily's sweeeeeeeet sixteeeeeeeen in advance. =)

my bday cake. =]

mommy & me.

li yin, li mun, cindy & me. =D

li mun & me *huggies*

sparkling juice addict. =)

lily & cindy.

my sweet 16 birthday in advance dinner was great one.
we had so much fun. non-stop laughter =D

alwas online

Everthing will be ok
Three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
Three two one
More and more既是深刻
I'm always online

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

wish you well

Listening to you continuously calling out to me
A torn wound, calming my straining heart
In grief, can’t say love has no result
Mouth and lips, tightly locked up
Crying and not a word spoken
Afraid, it will implicate your life days and months
Regret nothing lacking(negative), only bad thing is having met you
Given you too much trouble(twists and turns)
*Would rather never have hugged, together with you until old [can go old]
Letting you come and go freely
In beneath my heart remains admiration
If you meet by chance, he is better than me
Only hope to stop from afar, wish you well and safe
Despite being able to tell you personally [really want to tell you personally].
Say, too much things I want to say
But I still only want to keep silent from saying goodbye
Just let me bleed, the sky and ocean wide so long as you are white like ice-snow

talk to me

Talk to me
You'll speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away
You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the times we had
Feels like a world away
Who's to say
We'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change
Look, I bought your favorite ice cream
I don't wanna see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby, just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
I want you to stay here with me

Monday, September 1, 2008

malacca was funnnnnn!!!!!

it was raining very heavily on the way back from malacca.
I ♥ STAGE !!!!!

QQ photo sticker ;D one of the pics that i love most.

in the car when we were bored ;D

Add Image at bossini's fitting room while aunt was trying out some tees ;)

li mun found the spot.

outside of "san shu gong"

my hair looks a bit weird in here, but nvmmmmm. we were waiting for our mommys', grandmom and aunts to buy stuffs at "san shu gong".

the ice-cream was not niceeeeee. nicole bought one for li mun so she ate it but finally she gave it to her mom. haha =P

i only managed to capture half of it as the car was moving ;) but still nice ryte?i like it!

finally i went to malacca after bout 6/7 years, i guess..... OMG! i didn't get to go actually but suddenly last minute planning in the morning. ;) as i wanted, we went down to dataran pahlawan megamall. YAY! =) was supposed to go tuition, but at last, i skipped tuition. ;)