这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉 像昨天 今天同时在放映

我这句语气 原来好像你 不就是我们爱过的证据

差一点 骗了自己骗了你 爱与被爱不一定成正比

我知道被疼是一种运气 但我无法完全交出自己

努力为你改变 却变不了 预留的伏线

以为在你身边 那也算永远 仿佛还是昨天

可是昨天 已非常遥远 但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最后 曾一起走却走失那路口

感谢那是你 牵过我的手 还能感受那温柔

那一段 我们曾心贴着心 (我想我更有权力关心你)

可能你 已走进别人风景 多希望 也有 星光的投影

努力为你改变 却变不了 预留的伏线

以为在你身边 那也算永远 仿佛还是昨天

可是昨天 已非常遥远 但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最后 曾一起走却走失那路口

感谢那是你 牵过我的手 还能感受那温柔

感谢那是你 牵过我的手 还能温暖我胸口

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JACKIE KHOH ;)

i'm done packing.

yay! yippie!! ;))

i can't bring my luster 'N curl. damnn~! my hair will be like friggin' messy. i kept thinking, how? :(

hope there's a hair dryer at the apartment there. should have right? hmm.. if not i'll definitely take a VERRRYYYY LONG TIME to get ready because of my hair. :(

actually i've listed out the stuffs that i should bring in case i forget some. HEHE ;) but at last, i've to cross out most of them because some of them were like kinda liquid in a bottle which is more than 100 ml, i can't bring them. so "MAR FANN"~~

urgggghh, my peace sign is missing. darn~

yeah, yesterday was earth hour so i switched off the lights from 8.30 p.m. till 9.30 p.m. ♥

i ♥ the earth ;)

i walked out of my house, looked around my neighbourhood. no one seemed to switch off their lights. in fact, i saw one of the houses not only did not switch off the lights, but all the lights outside were switched on.. =.=

btw, i'm 1/4 way packing ♥♥♥

i've only packed like the accesories,cosmetics and umbrella (i know packing "this" [refers to the umbrella] sounds stupid but i'll always forget to bring my umbrella whenever i go out because it is kept in the cupboard, that's why) and this time, i seriously need my umbrella and my sunplay lotion.

p.s. : you can be strong if you want to. :) trust yourself.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ♥ ;)

i wanna go!!!!!~~

it's great to have you as my friend (: and you shall always be a close friend of mine. remember you told me that i can always text youu. hahahahahahahahaha (: i will always be "HAUNTING " youu. just joking (: don't worry xDD

I remember what you wore on our first date

You came into my life

And I thought hey

You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everythings okay

And finally now, believing

I can't live without you

'Cause baby two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And I've figured out with all that's said and done

Two, is better than one

Two is better than one

I would argue

Then you would cry

As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger

My heartaches behind these shadows

My face brightens up as I see your smile

I worry that you might notice my feelings

And I get scared that the gap between us would widen

I hold my breath

Then I bite my lips

Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands

Cuz you should be my lady

Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever

I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come

The wedding dress you once wore

The wedding dress you once wore

The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings

Because of that, I ended up despising you

Then I wished a misfortune upon you

But now, my eyes are dry

I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone

Every night, I would look back and think

If I already knew the results

Then I close my eyes

Then I dream an endless dream

Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands

Cuz you should be my lady

Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever

I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come

The wedding dress you once wore

The wedding dress you once wore

The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him

So I can move on

Please erase me out of your heart

Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long

Yet, she would look at me and smile.

it's not so easy, but i will try.

yesterday night went to jusco with mummy&daddy for groceries shopping.met cousin bro and cousin sis-in-law and of course, my dear little cutie niece. i forgot to snap a picture of that little cutie. it was not even a month i last met her but she has grew up a lot, and she talks a lot now. LOL xD i miss her~

wanted to have supper at kfc. so i went to order. when it came to my turn, i was being told that no more fried chickens left and i've to wait for about 15 minutes if i really wanna order. so i asked mummy and she said okay. so i ordered a snack plate. and then again, i was being told that only spicy chickens are left, no more original chickens. and before that, she just asked me whether i want spicy or original. DAMNN~! ended up with no kfc for the night. :(

this morning made a brownie together with aunty. i'm gonna have it now. so i'll blog again soon! =)

it has hit me once again. even after months-to-months, i thought it would be better but no, not at all. maybe it has become even worse because who-knows-why.

Leave

Yeah, finally i realised that i am nothing without you

I was so wrong, forgive me

My broken heart like a wave

My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke

It can't be removed like a tattoo

I sighed deeply as if a ground is going to cave in

Only dusts are piled up in my mind

Yeah, i thought i wouldn't be able to live even one day without you

But somehow i managed to live on than i thought

You don't answer anything as i cry out "I miss you"

I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless

What is it about that person next to you, did she make you cry?

Dear, can you even see me, did you forget completely?

I am worried, i feel anxiety because i can't get close nor try to talk to you

I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don't look back and leave

Don't find me again and live on

Because i have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories

I can bear it in some way

I can stand in some way

You should be happy if you are like this

I become dull, day by day

I cry, cry

You're my all, say goodbye...

If we pass by each other on the street

Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to

If you keep thinking about our past memories

I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with her, so i won't ever get a different mind

Even a smallest regret won't be left out ever

Please live well as if i should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud

Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

I hope your heart feels relieved

Please forget about me and live on

These tears will dry completely

As time passes by

It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all

Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever, baby

I pray for you

I cry, cry

You're my all, say goodbye, bye

My love, don't lie, lie

You're my heart, say goodbye...

yeah finally i realize that i'm nothing without you
i was so wrong, forgive me

ah ah ah ah -

파도처럼 부숴진 내 맘
바람처럼 흔들리는 내 맘
연기처럼 사라진 내 사랑
문신처럼 지워지지가 않아
한숨만 땅이 꺼지라 쉬죠
내 가슴속엔 먼지만 쌓이죠 (say good bye)

네가 없인 단 하루도 못 살것만 같았던 나
생각과는 다르게도 그럭저럭 혼자 잘 살아
보고싶다고 불러봐도 넌 아무 대답없잖아
헛된 기대 걸어봐도 이젠 소용없잖아

네 옆에 있는 그 사람이 뭔지 혹시 널 울리진 않는지
그대 내가 보이긴 하는지 벌써 싹 다 잊었는지
걱정돼 다가가기조차 말을 걸 수 조차 없어 애태우고
나 홀로 긴 밤을 지새우죠 수백번 지워내죠

돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네

oh girl cry cry yo my all (say good bye)

길을 걷다 너와 나 우리 마주친다해도
못 본척 하고서 그대로 가던길 가줘

자꾸만 옛 생각이 떠오르면 아마도
나도 몰래 그댈 찾아갈지도 몰라

넌 늘 그 사람과 행복하게 넌 늘 내가 다른 맘 안 먹게
넌 늘 작은 미련도 안 남게끔 잘 지내줘 나 보란듯이

넌 늘 저 하늘같이 하얗게 뜬 구름과도 같이 새파랗게
넌 늘 그렇게 웃어줘 아무 일 없듯이

돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네

나를 떠나서 맘 편해지길 (나를 잊고서 살아가줘)
그 눈물은 다 마를테니 ye (하루하루 지나면)

차라리 만나지 않았더라면 덜 아플텐데 um
영원히 함께하자던 그 약속 이젠
추억에 묻어두길 바래 baby 널 위해 기도해

돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네

oh girl i cry cry yo my all say good bye bye
oh my love don't lie lie yo my heart (say good bye)

greenbox session with cuzzie mun yesterday.

my brunch.

her brunch.

the both of us without make-up.

at f.o.s.

went for a haircut at beauty workshop in the evening with cuzzie mun.

that's all~~ i'm lazy to type. ciaooooo~

woke up at 6 a.m. this morning. HAHAHA~

went to the immigration department with cindy to renew her passport at 7 a.m.

it was done around 8.20 a.m. but the passport can only be collected 2 hours later.

so we went to a&w for breakfast.

so the both of us ordered the breakfast set 2.

it was not that delicious compared to mcd's breakfast. i still do prefer mcd. :)

the set comes with either coffee or tea. so i chose coffee. it was bitter like anything else.

i added about 2 1/2 packets of sugar + a packet of creamer.

we sat down at a&w till almost 10.10 a.m. then we went back to the immigration department to collect cindy's passport.

i went to UCSI to register yesterday. i'm taking foundation in science and then food science & nutrition. only took a while there because i've already decided what to study, so yeah.

after that it was only about 10 a.m., so we went to midvalley&thegardens. took only like about 15 minutes to reach there? i think so. HAHA~

walked for a while at robinsons then we had brunch at crystal jade restaurant. we were hungry because only had some hot milos and chicken nuggets at UCSI earlier.after brunch, me and cuzzie mun walked around while mummy, daddy and aunty were shopping at robinsons.

me and cuzzie mun.

at borders FOR FUN. HAHA~ XD

sat down after walking around and started camwhoring. ;P

oopps, i've forgotten the name of this boutique. it's something. arrr, whatever! BUT, i really like the lightings and decorations there. MIRROR, MIRROR everywhere. HUGE ones somemore.

baskin robbins at thegardens with cuzzie mun, while mummy, daddy and aunty went over to midvalley for little penang cafe.

yummyyyyyy~~

enjoying my scoop of chocolate ice-creaaaaaammmmm~~ i want MOREEEE~~

that's all for this post~~

ciaoooooooo~ ;P

sleepover at cindy's place last friday and saturday.

greenbox on saturday morning~

dinner at chardin seaview restaurant at night.

it was raining so heavily.

tomorrow will be going to UCSI to register.

same room but different course with elaineeeee ♥ yay!! =)

after that gonna go shoppinggggg~

why, why, why?

straight a's? straight a's? straight a's?

that was the first thing everyone asked.

NOOOOO, i DID NOT get straight a's... i NEVER thought once before that i would get straight a's.

those subjects that i expected did not get an A, those that i actually expected did not get.

maybe this is what SPM means.

my history usually sucks. YEAH, i HATE history. i always get a B or a C or even a D once during the school exams. BUT, i got an A- this time. it was rather a SHOCKING news.

i was quite dissapointed for chemistry and physics. i expected a better grade. i was satisfied with the grade for biology because i kinda did last minute studying and i don't really like that subject.

tomorrow is THE DAY~~

TADAAAAAA~~

anyway, it's time for self-manicure.. lalalalalalalalala~~

OMGGGGGGG!

today's sunday, 07032010.

3 more days, THENNNNNNNNNNN it's gonna be 11032010.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. i'm so not ready for it. someone helpppp~~

korean fashion is ♥♥♥

green box with cousin munmun, aunty and mommy yesterday for 3 hours.

THENNNN............................................

yeah, we played this. AT SMART WONDER WORLD ;) while our mummys were doing their shopping.

played racing too, and it sucks cuz we were already at the maximum speed and yet it was still moving like a tortoise. DARNNNNNNN!

after that dinner at rocket cafe.

today out to jusco with cousin cindy, cousin munmun and aunt. lunch at sushi king.

after that gamble with aunty lily :)

out to jusco with mommy just now ♥

bought some stuffs at watsons. and yeah, i bought that nail tip whitener thingy to do french manicure.

i ♥ french manicure. :)

and mommy bought this pair of ballerina flats for me from vincci. ♥♥♥

that's all for today. dinner timeeeeee =) chiaaaaaoooo~