moonlight resonance episode 28

Sa Yi has moved to another unit in the same block and as Tavia was getting the mail, she saw a postcard written to “Grandma Salina” (i.e Sa Yi) from her grandson who missed her, asking why he was abandoned etc. Confronting SaYi right away, SaYi took the postcard back and denied Kate having a son! When Moses and Kate returned, they declared that they were officially going out and Kate deliberately stirred up Tavia’s heart by acting ‘innocent’ because she couldn’t stand how fake Kate was. She confronted her about her having a son but no one believed her. SaYi and Kate denied it and said she had just sponsored the boy. Kate & Sa Yi also used the opportunity to make Tavia look bad, saying how she deliberately wanted something to accuse her because she was angry at her for ‘losing her passport’ and that she actually secretly had a crush on Moses! Tavia was so upset …

Tavia didn’t want to give up easily, and deliberately forges the identity of Kate’s child’s father, asking the orphanage for personal information. However, Susanna and Kate found out and deliberately forged a letter back to Tavia, setting up another trap for Tavia to fall into!! She made it seem like Tavia forged the letter from the orphanage etc to accuse Kate ><> Finally, Tavia wrote a letter back home..
HorMa, do you remember the last time I ran away from home? You said you were really angry, but at the same time really worried. You don’t have to worry about me, I’m fine. I can look after myself. Last night I walked back to the telephone booth. Last time I ran away form home I hid at that telephone booth. Back then I looked out from the booth and saw you all looking for me everywhere. Grandpa even cried. I’m only adopted, why do you all have to be so nice to me? I told myself I would never do anything to upset you anymore- But now I actually made a big mistake and hurt you so much. HorMa, I’m really scared. I don’t know what I can do to ask for your forgiveness. I’m writing this letter to everyone in hope to be honest and to admit all the mistakes I’ve done. I really hate Ga Mei; when I see her smiling I’d get really angry. I want to reveal her evil side in front of everyone. I made a lot of phone calls to the Orphanage because I want them to prove that GaMei really has a son, but at the end they still wouldn’t tell me. At the end, I ended up faking the boy’s father’s identity and wrote them a letter in hope they would send me information. I know doing his is really bad and illegal. Since I was small, you taught us to be honest. I feel very bad and guilty, I don’t know how to face you anymore. There’s actually one more thing I lied to you about. SaYi said I liked Ah Ka, I loudly yelled back at her that she was crazy…but I actually did fall in love with him. I don’t know when it started. I just know that facing problems with him, I’m really happy. I want him to succeed. That time when I found I could go Hawaii with him to work, I was so happy that i couldn’t fall asleep. But all because of GaMei’s appearance, everything is destroyed. HorMa, I’ve already been honest with you in everything. As for that fake letter, i really didn’t write it. I don’t know why there’s a letter like that. HorMa, can you forgive me once more? Really, just once more is enough.

moonlight resonance episode 30 & 31

When Raymond was there to look after and comfort Linda, she angrily yells at him, saying that’s she wants to be the third party and told him not to bother her again ..

Linda: Why don’t we settle everything today. Adding last night to the amount I already owe you, I’ll shout you dinner or I’ll buy you a very expensive present. I don’t need you to lend anymore time to me. I’ve already decided that, rather than three people suffering, I’d rather be the bad person for once. I remember when I was young I asked my mum ‘Why do you have to snatch HorMa’s things? Why do you have to hurt HorMa?’ Mum’s right, there’s no wrong in loving someone.

Raymond:You’re not like this. Yo So Chau isn’t like this.

Linda: I am! In a moment later I’m going to call Chi Sun (Bosco) and force him to break up with his girlfriend. If he’s not going to I will. Mum’s right. Fighting for love is like fighting in war. I don’t want to lose! I want to be the one who will win!

Raymond: Don’t say things like that, you’re not like that!

Linda: I am! I’m a selfish person, I’ve never told you that because I was scared that you won’t care about me and keep me company.

Raymond: I know you were unhappy last night, but you don’t have to say that kind of thing about yourself.

Linda: You don’t understand. To you, your world is only as small as the cake shop, you only know how to treat HorMa, Ah Heng and the others well.You don’t know what is love! If not, Teng Teng(Tracy) wouldn’t have broken up with you! Don’t bother me! I don’t want you in my way! I don’t need you to lend anymore time to me. You’ve mistaken! I’m not the victim here, I’m born to like to steal and snatch things. I am willing to be the third party! I don’t want to see you, don’t get in my way! Let go! Don’t make me hate you! I don’t want to see you!

Later, Linda writes an email to GoonGaJai (that she doesn’t send) expressing how she really feels.

Goon Ga Jai,

I’m actually very selfish and self-willed. If from the start after I found out he had a girlfriend, and didn’t again and again go to Nam Wah Island with him, if I can be more rational, and more determined, not answer his calls or see him, eyes don’t see, heart doesn’t think, I might have been able to put him down already. To you I am the same, if every time I was sad I didn’t go find you, you wouldn’t have to be like me now; liking someone so painfully. Last night at the bar, when you kept me company for 8 hours I was determined that I can’t go on being so selfish. I don’t deserve you to treat me so nice. I don’t want you to waste your time anymore. I actually don’t mean that you’re bothering me, I don’t want to keep bothering you. It’s now 2:52am. From this minute on, I’ve decided to separate from the two nicest guys in my life. From then on, Yu So Chau will be alone. I rather I suffer myself.

Raymond was so upset when Grandma found him. He couldn’t help but open up to Grandma and pour his eyes out with tears… He was so hurt!! Grandma got him to tell her who the one he liked was.. He knows that Linda was only saying those things because she didn’t want to bother him; but the fact was he wanted to.

[Email to Raymond]
Goon GaJai, I used to be so silly, asking you ‘if this’, ‘if that’ what would happen. In this world there is no such thing as “what if”. Some things are already predetermined. It’s fate that the big truck came by and that I didn’t run over to see you, and that I met Chi Sun (Bosco), and then becoming the third party. Now fate has arranged JiSun to break up with his girlfriend and now we are officially together. I don’t know what else is predetermined ahead, I only know that whatever sadness lies ahead, I won’t be alone. GoonGaJai, there’s no need to worry about me.
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[Reply email to Linda (that he ended up deleting and not sending)]
Subject: I will never change
Ah Chau, that night you told me you don’t have those feelings for me anymore, and that there’s no way of finding it anymore. At that time, I really wanted to tell you those feelings have always been with me and will never change. YuSoChau, I really want you to know that no matter you’re a person or who you’re with, my promise to you will never change. As long as you’re unhappy, I really want to lend you all the time I have, until you’re happy again.

heart of greed [episode 29]

“Seung Joi Sum, up until today, we’ve dated for just about one and a half years. Even though one and a half is really short, but in my life it has left me the deepest impression. I will never forget the one and half years I’ve spent with you. I’m not asking for your forgiveness because I know I don’t have the right to. I just want to be honest with you. I know that being honest can’t make up for the hurt I’ve caused you but this is the only thing I can do.
Seung Joi Sum, do you remember the time we played beach volleyball, how you made me the crab for midnight snack and being with me tackling challenges. Every moment were really sweet. But I don’t know why, we’d always argue. Every time after we argued, I’d go back home, thinking back to your crying face and I’d say to myself “Alfred, why did you throw such a tantrum? Why can’t you let her have her way? Why can’t you care about her feelings?‘ But I don’t know why, the next time I’d see you, I’d do the same and we’d argue all over. Maybe I wanted you to understand me more. I really wanted to persuade you.
Do you still remember the time I lost in Court? I told you not to come and see me when I was in court, but at the end , you did and it made me really upset. At this time, I met another girl. Her personality is really different to yours. She never argued with me. She also didn’t mind that I had a girlfriend. When I’m with her, I don’t feel any pressure. I really enjoy this feeling, it feels really thrilling. I know I was playing with fire, but I didn’t want to give up on this feeling. People must experience it for themselves, before they how they really feel in the inside. That day, you suddenly took out the evidence/bill. I was really scared… I realised my hands couldn’t stop trembling. I’m scared I’d let you see, so I put my hands into my pocket. At that moment, I realised I was actually really scared of losing you, losing ‘Seung Joi Sum’. This would be my biggest regret in my life…and I can never make up for the injury I’ve caused.
Seung Joi Sum, I know that this had made you shed lots of tears. I really hate myself for always making you cry. Other than being honest, if there’s anything else that can do ..no matter what is it, I’m willing to do it.”

[the email from alfred(raymond) to sheung joi sum(linda) in heart of greed episode 29]

ice-cream

Talk to me

You speak with me

Don’t sink before you rise baby

Don’t fade away
You hesitate

You seem to wait

For all the time we had

Feels like a world away
Who’s to say, we’ll be ok

We will make it through the night

Don’t wanna wake up in this state

I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same

And I know that we’ll never change

Look I bought your favourite ice cream

I don’t wanna see it melt away
If you walk out now

I don’t know if we’re gonna be the same

Baby just talk with me

Cause I want you to stay here with me
The memories

The things we did

I locked inside my heart

Where I know I won’t forget
And now, who’s to say, we’ll be ok

We will make it through the night

Don’t wanna wake up in this state

I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same

And I know that we’ll never change

look I bought your favorite ice cream

I don’t want to see it melt away
If you walk out now

I don’t know if we could be the same

Baby just talk with me

Cause I want you to stay here with me
I want you to stay here with me

tired.

yesterday was the first day of the "raya" holidays and i had 2 tuitions in a day..... 10-12, chemistry.....3.15-5.15, bm.....only about half of the class turned up for both the tuitions.

and today is the last day of the month of September ;)

weddin dinner.

attented a wedding dinner with mommy & daddy.

parents' friend's daughter's wedding.

after make-up shot! ;)

when i was bored while waiting for the dishes........ =S

outside of the restaurant........*fresh air*

just came back from the dinner..... =)

i hate you!

it seems that talking bad about people is your favourite, huh? everyone seems to be imperfect in your eyes. so you think that you're the most perfect one in this wholewide world! puh-leaaaaaassseee! NEVER! you're sucha jerk, for us! you have an attitude problem. mind your own business first before you mind about others. i'm telling this in my blog because I CARE! MY GIRLFRIENDS CARE! everyone is obesity for you, and you even called a skinny girl, FAT! ROFL! yeah, you're right! we're all obesity and we could step on you and you will be as flat as a pancake!