annoyed :S

there's just this someONE who just like to annoy me so much!

"I HATE YOU MORE THAN THAN YOU HATE ME"

you're NO ONE to talk bad things about me. simple saying, you do not have the right to rate me.

JUST GET LOST! LOSER!

happy chinese new year everyone!

HEY, IM BACK! :)

let's start of with my activites during the "niu" year :)

25th : reunion dinner at regent restaurant. or maybe i should say candlelight reunion dinner :)

gambleeeee at grandma's houseeeeee ;) homeeeeeeeeee.

26th : breakfast at grandma's house. then, to yi po's house. had lunch there. gambleeeeeee ;)

went back to grandma's house. watched tv. bathed. went to the aunty's house as usual.

back to grandma's house, again and gambleeeeee AGAIN! ;) back homeeeeee.

27th : brunch at grandma's house. watched tv. greenbox. grandma's house-gambleeeee ;) yi po's

house-dinner-gambleeeeeee ;) homeeeeeeeeeee.

28th : dim sum brunch at royal adelphi. grandma's houseeeee. gambleeeee ;) homeeeeeeeee. dinner at oriental restaurant. grandma's house-gambleeeeee ;) homeeeeeeeeeee

29th : malacca. breakfast at grandma's house. lunch at wong kok char chan teng at dataran pahlawan. walked around the mall. headed to jonker street. back to hotel. checked-in. gambleeeee ;) headed to the mall again. puri-puri. ;) hotel. dinner at newton culture food village.hotel.

30th : walked to porta de santiago. me, jy & cindy-breakfast at mcd. mom, dad, aunty lily and uncle weng siew at some malay restaurant nearby. back to hotel. swimming pool. back to room. me, jy & cindy headed to the mall again for about 30 minutes to get some stuffs. checked out. had lunch at some chinese restaurant on the way. headed back to seremban. grandma's houseee. back homeeeee. bathed. grandma's house again for dinner. jusco with cindy, jy, alex & alan. no more tickets for movie. headed to mph. flipped through magazines. starbucks-thanks alan! ;) chatted till almost 11 at night. uncle fetched them home, then us to grandma's houseeeeee. gambleeeeeeeeeee ;)

31st : woke up kinda late. the latest for the week :) angeline and catherine came over to grandma's house at noon. gambleeeeeeeeee for about almost 5 hours =.= dinner at win jun restaurant. grandma's houseeeee. continue gambling. ;) back homeeeeeeeeeee.

1st : jiayin flew back to jb early in the morning. breakfast at park may restaurant. grandma's house. lunch. angeline and catherine were there. started gambling AGAIN! for hoursssss ;) dinner. back homeeeeee. packed bag. got ready for school the next day :( back to grandma's house-gambleeeeeeee till 11 sumthin. slept at almost 1 :)

Unguessable
Unable to guess
whether lately, your silence is good or bad.
And I don't want to ask too much.
Let the try outs lock our hearts.
Unable to guess
(why) getting along with each other is lonelier then breaking up.
Two person is just satisfied just to get through.
Unable to feel every touch.
It's real. It's hot.
If a sudden far, a sudden close escape
is the freedom you want,
then I rather go back to the life of being alone.
If a sudden cold, a sudden hot warmth
is your excuse,
then I rather to have never been serious with you.
Unable to guess
(why) getting along with each other is lonelier then breaking up.
Two person is just satisfied just to get through.
Unable to feel every touch.
It's real. It's hot.
If a sudden far, a sudden close escape
is the freedom you want,
then I rather go back to the life of being alone.
If a sudden cold, a sudden hot warmth
is your excuse,
then I rather to have never been serious with you.
If a sudden far, a sudden close escape
is the freedom you want,
then I rather go back to the life of being alone.
If a sudden cold, a sudden hot warmth
is your excuse,
then I rather to have never been serious with you.
In this feeling, who's right or wrong?
I already don't want to investigate (it anymore).
The more you care about someone, the more unguessable it is.

Adoration
Your attitude, your good graces, I existed in your being
You thought love meant being loved, you squandered away my adoration for you
I've lived, I've loved, but now I don't care
Loving til your heart's gone crazy and hating til your heart's gone sour, that's enough
Possibilities, opportunities - It's sad they no longer exist
It's really not easy to attain happiness, but still, why don't you have the courage to try?
I even thought that we could be different from other people
I even thought the impossible could not be impossible (i.e. that the impossible was possible)
Kites have the wind, dolphins have the sea
I exist for myself
so I can understand, so I can leave (you)
so I no longer love for the sake of love
I'll live alone, apart from you

Heartbeat

You want to argue with me. I’m not that bored.

I apologize without understanding. I’m not that bright.

I really want to go back to where we started from.

You are crying again. I haven't comforted you.

I’m shaking my head again disapproving of my actions. That’s that much regret.

Love’s development is already hard to turn back, but I’m unable to go forward.

My body still won’t leave because of what is currently in my chest. Two hearts are filled with many problems.

Love makes us shed how many tears?

Your eyes are brimming with beauty to carry away my heartbeat.

In this way, your tenderness draws closer to take away my heartbeat.

Time has turned back to a beginning. Can you give me a moment?

I’m waiting for whatever day when you will also remember

That happiness hovering in your memories.

2nd week.

hrmmmm, didnt have the time to post bout my shopping trip last sat. lol. so yeah, i went to midvalley by train with cindy and aunty last sat. went to the gardens oso, of course. i didnt buy much stuffs. only bought 2 pairs of earrings and some cny decorations for my mom. aunty bought me a roxy purse. hehe. thanks aunty! no pic of it! im not using it yet till cny.
talking bout cny, 12 more days! aunty lili is coming back on the 23rd which is next friday! not so sure when is jy coming back yet. around that time i guess. so the fun is just next week.!!!!!!!!
bout schooling days, what more to say? HOMEWORK!! argh!~~ =.=
gtg. chem tuition later..... byeeeeee :*

AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CUZZIE CINDY !! LOVE YA !!

last year in highschool.

2009. is my last year in highschool. im already a senior in the school. unbeliveable! =.=

life in form 5. first day of school and we already given homework. trials will be starting on the 17th of august-11th of september. in about 7 months time we have to complete the syllabus. and get well-prepared! and also on the first day of school i skipped my physics tuition as im supposed to go for it after vsam's tuition because of headache on the first day of school after recess. =.=

hrmmmm, till here i blogged today. byeeeeeee*

me is back .! :)

on fri, went out for mei ling's bday outing with simone, mandy, jasmine and THE BIRTHDAY GIRL, MEI LING! :) we just walked around since no arcade, cinemas and karaoke. had lunch at pizza. and gave mei ling a surprise! ;) bumped into primary schoolmates, teachers and mom's friend too. LOL xD
yday went to pd. stayed at avillion village resort. our room was awesome. open-air bathroom. lol.
hrmmmm, i'm lazy to type. i will not upload any pics here but in my facebook. check them out ya? :)
btw, school starts TOMORROW! =.=lll

2009.

LET'S SAY GOODBYEEEEEE TO YEAR 2008 AND LET'S ALL WELCOME THE YEAR OF 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA'LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!

MUACKXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX :*